Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I have not blog in ages!!!
screw all the assessments,
it was a really tough period to go through.
almost died,
like literally.
it was so much easier to just kill myself,
but i made it thru in e end.
(:
anw, 21st bdae was over a long long time.
i still wana blog abt it though. heh.
much much much thanks to
Yuxuan,
Liyana,
Anyi,
Buddy
El
for putting more effort then everyone else in making my 21st,
such a sweet one.
(:
First bdae celebration,
with my collegues from intern.
(:
not so popular cold dish
all e grilled stuffs, yummy!
they got me my favourite cake,
i cried like hell,
i dont know why.
):
It was an emotional month.
swollen eyes.
sweet people.
tiko anyi. hhahha!
e celebration ended early,
i wasnt feelin well,
plus assessments stressed me like crazy.
it would have been better,
but it was good enough.
thanks ya'all!
Bdae celebration with classmates,
it was really memorable.
sometime ago i told yx tt my mum used to make goodie bags for me during my bdae,
of cos..that couldnt happen anymore.
& guess what?
this yr i had 20+ goodie bags prepared for me!!
SO SWEET!
GOOD THINGS NEVER LAST THOUGH...
they made me give out e goodie bags
&
begged everyone to celebrate my bdae with me.
WTH!
i was so so so
EMBARRASSED!
zhiwei is so so cute!
very mean card.
good thing is...
i recognize e handwriting.
will get you back for that!
awwww.
(:
e start of e torture.
was i begging them for kindness or smth?
HHAHAHAHA!
sorry..
Seoul garden after class ended.
ewwww.
thats punishment.
CLASSIC!
i had to swallow down some awful shit.
it was a punishment i shared with ben.
NOT FAIR.
supposed to be ben & jerry!
ewwww!
sigh... you can tell how petite i am.
hi tiko anyi.
Butter Factory at night with Paul, Yx
&
coincidentally kel and daniel ng
& plus plus plus.
went dxo first to get my bdae drink from El.
haha.
xie xie. (:
@ BF
perverted lecturer.
dont like him!
the night ended with a nose bleed, sore feets
&
extra
awesome-ness.
i love party-ing,
esp with them.
e fun and laughter
was genuine at least.
(:
celebration with clique.
Pinic at Henderson wave.
cool place,
very cool.
polaroids that looks like shit after i scanned it.
):
MJ!!!!
thank you!
punishment~
lalllaa~
our cozy area.
loves.
Hedbanz
another punishment!
lalalalal~
teach me how to make a wish
w/o looking like i'm praying
please.
i love e polaroids.
memories.
another from them.
very cute gift.
like who will expect?
hahaha!
Celebration with family. (:
i wasnt in a good mood that day.
sigh.
still, i love my family
&
outing with them will always b splendid.
Teppanyaki @ Pan Pacific Hotel.
chef for e day.
prawns.
salmon.
steak.
mushrooms.
delicious seafood fried rice.
DINNER WAS AWESOME.
i cant wait to taste them again.
Strawberry Ice Cream cake. (:
i look so sad.
):
):
i really should have tried to b happier
despite all the unhappy things that were going on.
after all 21st only comes once in a lifetime.
OH WELL!
last celebration,
most thoughtful gift this year.
El brought me to Inner Peace for a facial
cos he knows i'm so stressed with school.
so sweet!
Ramen after that! (:
i just had to click click* with e huge bowl!
he gave me roses.
awwww.
thanks el.
really sorry cos i know i disappointed you
badly.
but i appreciate all.
REALLY
DEEPLY FROM MY HEART!
(:
this entry only holds like 2/3 of all e pictures taken.
facebook me for more.
(:
thanks again to everyone!
♥♥♥
i had lots of disappoints this year,
it was a bad bad month.
but all e sweetness from alot of you,
really made up for everything.
i'm glad to have you guys.
✿✿✿✿
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
This got me excited.
Lecturer said,
even before i drink,
i already behave like i'm drunk,
if i drink,
i b worse!
=x
WHERE GOT!?!
this is prob the worst period of my life,
i know i say that everytime,
but really,
THIS IS E WORST,
so far at least.
i never felt so low,
never felt so depressed,
never felt like end of e world
seems like the greatest thing.
still,
i'm always looking for happiness,
always looking for people and things
that makes me happy!
i'm only 21 man.
i cant have met e worst.
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
hey all.
i just done my new set of eyelashes!
(:
hurting a lil again,
mayb cos its new and still stiff?
bah.
anw, i signed a package with them for e next
FIVE MONTHS.
i better not start to hate it.
check this out
you know how i'm so indulge with vampies?
this lady here is amazing,
her makeup skills are so
WONDERFUL!!!
seductive
oh yea..
vampires are hot!
by kaixin.
funny thing is,
Chinese, Malays & Indians,
everyone of us looks
IDENTICAL!
hahaa, but its cool anw.
(:
YUXUAN'S BAGGY.
shes damn amazing,
i wouldnt dare to bring tt to sch
would you?
applause for miss yu xuan please!
i've a new friend,
i call him El,
he calls me Oatsy.
his a mayonnaise,
NO,
a Boyanese,
i think thats like some minority
in our lil red dot?
cool eh.
i love making new friends,
especially those from
a different country!
full of awesome-ness.
alright, tv timeeee.
taaaa~
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Twentyfirst.
fourteen days away,
i'm afraid,
nervous,
stressed up.
notice?
not even a sign of happiness.
i hate birthdays,
i mean mine.
ever since e last big party i had many years back,
which left me in bucket of tears,
when ever my bdae comes near now,
i feel e rush of uneasiness.
i wanted to have it big this year,
since its supposed to be special?
but at least 3 months of thinking abt it,
and 3 months of stress,
and buddy's advice,
i decided to leave it simple as usual.
all i want is for everyone to be happy,
and when everyone's happy, i will be too.
i've so many small grps of friends who are SUCH different people,
if i put them all together,
history would just repeat itself
&
i wont b able to entertain everyone,
which will leave alot of people feeling abandoned
just like in every party.
so in e end, would i be even happy at all
when no one are?
after all,
having e ones who truly care for you
on this day,
tts what really counts
isnt it?
i just hope to celebrate my bdae with all e people i love,
thats the best gift of all.
&
i just wish i can get rid of e uneasiness in me.
and please, no tears this year.
last week at home,
daddy cooked.
(:
meatballs.
the wine tastes so good!
awesome dinner.
♥
Buttered on friday.
searching for Elaine,
girl on e left.
anyone knows her please let me know!
(:
people at butter factory are SUPER nice,
i had so much fun last night,
it was AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME.
except for a few hiccups,
quarreled with a bastard,
but i dont wanna talk abt this cheapos anymore,
i just hope i dont see them anymore.
bloody old fools.
but.
thanks those bastards for bringing us in,
managed to avoid e LONG queue.
and thanks mr ladies man
for inviting us in e huge grp.
its crazy though,
seeing how mr ladies man can flirt
and make out with so many girls,
in a night.
how lucky can he get?
LOL.
girls do tt and they b called a whore.
tsk tsk.
♥ my party girls!
it was a good good night~
ps:
millions thank you and sorry
to jr and steve.
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Sunday, October 4, 2009
Johnny's vespa. cool shit.
especially from the side,
this vespa screammms coolness!
secret to happiness?
indulge in food
&
food
&
still food.
cos once you get fat,
you will soon face new problems..
and then you can forget abt e old problems
thats haunting you for so long!
yipeeee
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
today, was awful.
simply awful.
i was on my way to class,
blacked out
and i fainted.
e next thing i know when i was conscious
was someone asking if i'm okay,
and people were crowding ard me.
):
thank god daddy was near,
he brought me home
and now i'm much better.
my mind couldnt stop thinking abt sch though,
lots of unsettled stuffs,
i hate missing school.
&
fainting in school is just
TOTALLY embarrassing.
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Monday, September 28, 2009
This school term is damn sucky.
i lost all motivation,
all determination.
):
i really hope i can find all of it back,
cos final year is so so crucial.
on e car to Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant,
just had to show off my now longgg lashes. haha.
This whole entry is about food,
so non food lovers,
tata.
that was my saturday dinner with family.
(:
i adore korean bbq,
Han San Gong bbq was quite okay.
still daddy's korean bbq
is the best best best!!
(:
thats all for now.
nothing to look forward to.
no more.
sigh.
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